Sunday, April 17, 2005

heyyy yaaa on sat nite i wanted to watch laguna beach which they were showing on MTV...soooo SWEEEeett:)...it was like prom nite...soooo all the guyss aasked the girlss out in seriouslyy SWEETt wayss...we all became mush when we watched it...its likeee this guy he hired a limo and picked up the girl and brought her to the parkk..where he pasted paper roses on the floor to show the way...and at the end of it..he was standing there with flowers and a poster saying..jess prom?..ahahha..soo SWEEEEttt.....
And another guy(dieter)...he used candles to spell out ..Prom?..and rosess were scattered all aroundd!!!...ahah....there were these two other guyss that did super sweet things too.......ohhh....aAahhhh...wowwww,...cuz they soo sweett and like they put soo much effort in making the gurl ffeell speicall...:)...ehhe. and we were toking abt how it would bee soo sweett if sumone asked us in that way..and not just some lame ass way..like message or just askk!!!..ahahha....i guesss we're all just a hopeless romantic...but i mean who can resist that?...right GIrls????....i think all girlssss just wanna be swept off their ffeet and treated as a princess....hehe...i think its cuz of all the fairy tale disney movies that we watched when were little...hrmmmmmm.......im drifting off...all dreamyy......ahahha.. but realities harshh for mostt girlsss...i feell that girlsss put up with sooo much...i mean girlss tend to be the one's getting hurt but not that they'll ever admit it cuz girlss also have they PRIDE and hate to back down...they hold onto the perfect endingg but have to be deceived with the fact that falling in love is just the begGInning and not the ENd!!!....sumtimess i wonder why someee girlsss just stay and deal with hurt..and just give in..no matter how much they hurt....bt y should i question..WHY should anyone question..i mean i was even once there in one way or another...A GIRL in LOVE is NOT the same girl....she ffeelllss like a feather...and smile for no reason...and light up like the sun...when justt the name is mentioned..girlss are nuts in that way...but hey..it wont stop....girlss aree god's gift to the world..(thats what i believe)..and thats what all u gilrss should believe too..i mean WHY not??...we deal with soo much and then get blamed for PMS its not OUR fault itss all those hormoness.... sumtimesss even when their not getting what they want..they stil make up excuses and believe that it is there...hrmm..love can be soo cruel to the weak heartedd and hopeless romantics...its blindsss you..and then when u finally realise...u go..WHAT THE HELL happened?????....
hehehe..girlss in love...say whatver they feell and do whatverrr they can to alloww that feeling to bloomm...and even sumtimess...allow nuthing to get in their way....but thatsss sumtimess considered "Clingy"....aiyah.....it seemmsss as if too little..is toooo much..and tooo much ..is just TOO much...no wonder girls are confusing!!!!....and the biggest fear is when they realise their love is not appreciated and thrown away..like a piece of nuthing...and ur left picking up the pieces...and yet there are girlss that just keep away from love altogether not wanting to have anything to do with it...but in the end..loneliness strikes...and we're ALL back in squarre ONE!!!..how confusing it all is... i just wish all girlss could just stop hurtingg and finally find true happiness..and their perfect one...but rarely happens..that most ppl just end up..half-empty and dazed... why cant we just receive what we want and nEED..i guess we'll get it from the one that that thinks the world of us...

WHAT in the world are we girlss gonna do?..just stick together..AND STOP BITCHING..abt one anotherr...!!!!!..ajhahahahha..love you

Friday, April 15, 2005

happpyyy 2yrss ONE month my baby...:)...whereever you are!!!!..lovinggg you and missing you MORE....ehehe...

lavender*

.............itss ssooo hoott..!!!...

okie...i just got back from miri cuz i had to go make neww glasSSEsss!!!...aiyAAhhh sooo cacat...i have to wear glasses permenantly cuzzz itss been triggeringgg my migRanesss that hurt soooooooo much..:(...so yeh...im quite alrite abt it ...cuz i bought thisss hawtt looking one..its like blackk...i think its ray-ban...anyhooosss...my mum dunt rellliii like that much..but i just kept insistin on it...cuz i i dunt rellliii like the normal ones...cuz i feeeelll their just tooo NORMAL..ahhahaha..whatver im being weird...but i love it loadsss....eventho sum peeps mite think its just NOT MEEEEE..OR just plain cacat....what to do?...hehehe...hrmmmmm...no fair my family is leavin for aus....i cant go...cuz i cant miss class..how sad is thta???....hrmmm..but i dunt feeell that botheredd ...so yeh...hughugsss....

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