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hrmmm........i had da most funnest holzzzz....im gonna missss it soo much thoo...skul's starting all over agennn..and seemsss likeeeee the day thatss beennn feared for most of my life is slowly cuming to a close...and i think its now time to really think abt whats importantt///hrmmm .life....how beautiful and dark it can actually be..but u know what...itss time to grow up..and stop holding onto thingss that will eventually fadee...thatss the way life should bee...if nott we will never experience hurt or lostt..for me now i believe that losing a friend or sumone thru fightss or drifting apart is justt practiseee for losingg sumonee through death...and if we never experience hurtt we should all just be locked up in a coffin from the timeee we arrived on earth...cuzzz life will never truly be experiencedd withoutttt pain....i had the most fabulous time in youthfest...hrmmm..goin back to GOD andd experiencing his love all over agen...not evryone will understanddd and its ok...cuzz i finallyy understandd that i can make itt and i cann do itt...if i juust believe in myselfff.......oh man...i wanna sing praise songsss..and jump around like nutss..hahahaha....ALL things are possiblee .....i thank all my freinds that were there to experience it with mee..it was trulyyy gratifying and bondss between friendss were definitely madee...but the greatest of all is the bond that was built with myself and godd..:).....salvation is reall...anddd fear is just rubbish!!!!!!...just like BATMAN BEGINS...hahahaha....why do we fall???...so we can pick ourselvess back up agennn...man i love that movieee.....well i think this is gonna be my last bloggg...or i mite just pop up once in awhilee when im boreddd....

CLARE chen- i miss u like tonness and how i wish u and grace were here!!1..its soo sad..but just know that we will alwez be friendsss no matter what...hope to see you soon gurl!!!:)...

ok welll...bye byeee my beautiful readersss...il bee startinggg maybe after examsss...or il just post songsss:)...ahahaha...love youu....

dun ask me no questions and il tell u no lies

love me when im around...and even when im not
lovee for alll that mattersss but what abt thosee that became blinded?
love me in my presence and not in my absence/...
makeee decisionss now...before the act has taken place
make ur mistakess on ur own time
and evrything will not be left stranded with nuthinggg but doubts left in da air
give me evrythinggg u got....dun matter gud or bad...
so if one day...when the dust and storm settless we will all know that we gave it a fighting chance to live...
whatss the use in holdingg backk?........leave it out and see if it survives the storm
i believe i deserved to be loved with evrything cuz i do the same
getting a headachee...from alll that surroundss my mindd....
lashing out andd screamin out .....if it were all easy
everything happening in alphabetical order.......
what a worldd....??!!!......
thisss bitter-sweet story...
that i willl ttelll to alll the angelss and god one day...up there....
we live and die with the decisions made to day
dunt turn back and ask what if?....
whatss wrong with ME?...
whatss wrong with u??....
inevitably flawedd.....and the lil crookss and cranny....
ahahahaha..laugh laughh...:)....smilee smile..:).....
why nott!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....
babbless babblesssss.....rumbless urmblessss.....

ahahha..yeshyesh..im bloggin yet agenn...ahah...had my accountss test todayy..man i almost screammedd out loudd cuz I (VANESSA TEO)..got balanced for MY final account...oh my goshynnesSs....ahahah....its sooo stupidd cuz i neeverr got itt onceee...and im soo prudd of maselff..my heart started to beatt sooo fasttt anddd i wass trying sooo harddd to contain my excitement..but when i came out faza hadd his one balance tooo..but it waas diff form minee..and then i realised u can get balance for he account but doesnt necessarilyy mean itsss rite..ahhaha..anyhooossss:)...all smilesss in vanessa selff!!!...ahahah...okieokiee...my last paper's due on saturday PHYSICS tralalalal...and then then.....gonna go annalene's place and check out all her magazinesss for prom dress idea's..ahaha..its like wayyyyyyyyyyy too early too be thinking abt it...but hey....i like checking out dressESss..ahahah...veenah dunt think im sot okieee!!!!!...u wanna see them TOOOO...ahahah...i hate charm!!!..shes like all the way in singapore...shoppin her asss offf....and im stuck herr to look at ugly shopss..hrmm...:(...and itss like SALE...ouch!!??!!..my heart achess...ahahaha.....i reallly hope i do weelll for my exam...but im totalllyy freaking out for my amath cuz i think i deifinitely screwed it up..not funny..NOT ENOUGH TIMEE...ERGHHh....WELLL to make mattersss worse there was this guy sitting next to me that kept sniffinggg..oh man i feeell mean..BUT seriouslyy he kepttt sucking up hiss nosee...anddd it sounded soo bad..i was soo grossedd out i wanted to cryyy!!!..i couldn concentrate cuzzz it was soooooo distracting and i couldnt think straight!!!..it was like....this reallly weird soundd...like as if u feeelll the freaking SNOT is in ur mouth...EWWW...my imagination was just running wildd..aahahah....traaalalala....what to do...???....anyhooosSSsss..i gottaaAa runn..:)...byebye..my faithful readerss..if there are any..love ya

itss beenn awhilee ey....soo many things ahve happenedd i cant seem to keepp track..timess passing sooo fastt itss realllyy scary...im having my exams now..and im sooo hopinggg i do goodd...but just ffeel really demotivated...erGGhhh...whY??...anywayss...dil asked me to blog so here goes..hahha...like my lay out...i find it cutee and rather simple...but i like it...hehe...man itss like junee halff of the year is gonee....andd itss slowly dawning on me that thiss wontt last forver...i know i knoww...its too soon orr too naive to actualllyy think abt thiss endingg..i get in thisss realllyy depressed mode when i tink of alll the people im gonnnaa miss soooo much its not even funnnyy....i think il be a freeaking wreck when it does happen....im gonna miss alll thee timess when i would act all hyper and annalene charm and veenah will be half-dead cuz their not exactly morning ppl...and il be making jokess..singing..and laughing on my own...im gonnna misss acting likee retardss...playing badminton and acting as if we're professionall'ss...ahah...andd im gonna misss..ourr PIGGY-BACK ride competition..evntho annalene cant get me off the ground...hahaha...im gonnnaaa misss faza calling me jagung and me callingg him tong..and veenah lamb chop and calling romel RORO.....and annalene WHISPER...im gonnnaa miss evruyone pissingg off mrs.rose-mary in Dmath classs and pierre trying to throw spitballss at her...and betting if it does hit her we wouldl give him a $100...im gonnnaa misss getting freakedd out over examsss...and trash talking ppl we hate...and getting annoyed by all the form 1 and form 2 kidss..im gonnnaa misss mr.vincy's bio classess where he would act all weird..and we'd get uncomfortablee...but he's a great teacher..da best;)...im gonnna miss walking the stepss up to the classrroommm...ahhaha.....im gonnnaa misss hoping to seee sumone new with my cacat Friendss at the start of a skul year....im gonnnaa misss having that shoulder to lean or cry on...EArly in da morning...or being that for sumone else....im gonnnaa miss alll the DRAma in skulll..im gonnnnaaa that week when we didnt have class cuzz our teachers had a STRIKE...and so it was kinda like a freee holiday....evryone just hangin out in skul...likeee a freee day..man that was da best...im gonnnaa misss going thru thee partition..cuz we broke it openn the thing that devided ourr form 4A and form 4B classs...and mdm.teo fixing it...but azlaneyy goess and break it open agennn..im gonnnaa miss annalene saying SO???...when the teacher sed we were tooo noisy and disturbing the next classrroomm..ahahaha..damn that gurl abit sott....ahahha...im gonnnaa misss FAZA tryin to make hiss hair LLOOK naturally spiked-up...but we could obviouslyy see gel evrywhere....ahah...anywayssss..i think ive proved the point that im reallly misss all of it....heheh...loving loads