weberocking

just came back from skul...had my math exammm..=)...it wentt prettyy goood actualllyyy am quitee satisfied with my maselfff....HEYY!!! i worked likee a nutsoo overr it..in hopess that i wonttt disappoint my math teacher()...anywaysss..shess likee such a nice teacherrrr..no ideaaaa...beenn quiteee lucky with math teachersss..ehhe..anywayss...at least i didnt have to kill myself over the exam like i did over chemistry. i was soo annoyeddd on staurday like the test was for an hour and 15minutess...goshh and usuallyy it takess me a goodd 2hrs and 15minss to finish such a paper.....we were alll basicalllyyy screaminggg when we came outt..and mr.rolandd was just smiling outsideeee...ahahha...gosh gosh it was pretty funny how evryone just grouped together and startedd shouting at each other..and we were complaining that tho the class was freezinggg we were all still sweatinggg...DAMN time constraintss soo annoying..esp cuz i knew how to doo the questions just that my brain was havin a panic attack..aaha...i jsut HOPEe.fingerss crossedd that i pass..and not FAIL..=(,,,that'll just be soo badd

anywaysss i hvae one more exam to go ..and it'll bee over...JOY!!....well i was watching oprah last ntie..wow it was such a good episode just cuz she interviewed a lady that use to work as a "video Hoe" which sounds reallly bad but true..anywyas..she just said howw degrading it is and how they treat u like objectss ..thats sooo SAD and itss like due to her past experiences which made her feell worthless she just allowedd thingss to happen to her...but now as an older woman she realised that was a stupidd thing to hvae donee..and also PInk came on the show talking abt her stupid girlss video and howww theres a media frenzyy on rich skinny girlsss now..and achievementtss are basicalllyy overshadowedd by lookss...man thatsss sooo SAD..i wanted to cry...um not really but it just kinda made me wonder abt how screwed up life realllyy is...notice how the smart and intelligent gets like 1% attention whereas prETTY or HOT girlss get attention just cuzz their well-endowned...i mean i guess we as girlsss cantt completely blame the opposite sex for doing so cuz girlss succumb to such pressuress and they as welll put themselves in vulnerable positionss..so whoss to Blame?...i dun think itz a matter of blaming ppl but more of looking at our own selves and wonder if what we;'re striving for should realllyy be that,..anywaysss....i admit im a sucker for tabloids and looking at what mary-kate is wearingg and the greenn eyed monster that rises when i see a much more prettier person but then i wonder is it rite?...possibly i do it juust cuz evryone does it then why not...but im sure thatsss how this whole thing abt selling sexuality started..from a small group to the massss population.....i guess it justt startedd a controversial conversation that no one has reallyyy given opinionss abt...and i think at leastt we're progressing and aware and not just obsorb evrything the media feeddss us as the in thingg....its not that trying to be beautiful or sexy is wrongg but it becomess wrong when u feell itss not who u are and it levess u unhappy and ur just taking evryone opinionss but urself

im proudd to be a woman/girl and i dun think we should change ourselves or whatver to fit what is beautiful...i mean even if it leavess me alone or with no one to love me at least at the end of the day i can say that i stayed true and i didnt allow anyone to get the better of me....
i think i should go revise my bio thingyy....i hvae likeee 3dayss to study 3 coresss of bio... =S..damn i guess i shoulnt have procrastinated,,,hehe....

kinda weird how lifess been played out!!

umm umm...am bored to the max right now..tomorrow i have no skul so i can just chill for today =)..been a long weeekk...full of annoying stressesss..my malay oral wass sOOOOOOOOO BAD..i realllyyyy wanted to jump out of the window when he asked me all those questionsss..goshh...it was theee mostt stressedd moment of my lifeee....i mean they were kinda mean....one of the interviewer didnt even break a smileeeee.....THEE PAINNNNN...ahahhahaa
anyhovESSSSs...what done is done and as veenah would put it "nasi sudah jadi bubur " or sumthing like that.....

I LOve aL!!!!!!!...ahhaha...random*..yeah but i realllyy dooo =)........hess the cutest and the mossttt retardessttt.....alwezzz makess me smile and laugh....gosh goshh....we alwez have these random fightssss....that getss us all in thiss pisssyy moooddd...ahahha...but we alwess try to work it outtt...no matter what!!!....i know itss basicallly crazy to be with someone for like thisss long esp for teenagersss...(the scandal of it all)....but i could care lesss abttt cliches cuz why would i let go sumthing taht feells soo right and just clickss ........all i know is that i lloveee al as much i did OR moreeeeeeeeeee..........hrmmmhhrrrmmm...HUGG=)....il never wanna let him goo..cuz hess my speciall baby and no one comeess close to him..and being without him would be just too depressingg..hokie im getting spasticcccc......hahaha

i have like examsss next weekk..very annyoing..i hope i do well...crappp...gotta like studyy like what...happyy belated birthday KYLEEE....ahahaha...those stupidd retardss didnt even tell me abt ur gatheringg at ur housee.....l..ssoo MEANNNn,,,,,anyhootsss dun think ur reading thiss blog cuzzz i dun tink anyone evr doesss...it hasss beeennn completely desertedd...ahahaha.welll if there are ppll still reading thiss... HI FANSs =)...ahahaha