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PUT UR HANDDSS UP AND SHoUttt** putt ur handdss up and shouttt....***ohhhOhhhOOOhhhOooooo*.....(random song in ma headd

i went for this careerss exhibition thing in this skul in berakasss which was a totall WASTE OF TIMEEEEE.....damn im gonna sound likee a geek and FREAKK!!! but i wouldve much rather stayed in skul and studyy sumthing instead of goin to that thingy majig..soo anywayss....was suppose to watchhh Xmen last nite but this retarded asss brian got all the info screwed up si in the end they werent even showing Xmen anymoree!!...haiyah!!...tonite grace is having a post birthday paRATAYYyy!!!...
oh yeah..GRACE AND CLARE'S backk...it sshhhoooooooooo cooolll....hehehe...damn i misseddd thosee girlsss....just hanging out reallly flooods back all the memoriess..

HI,im vanessa and im a shopholic!
*hi vanessa*

damn...theress this show on trvel thats called 5TAKESS..i love that showw!!..its like a bunch of ppl who like is flown to a specific country and ppl from around the globe tell them where to goo!!!...hehe...i love wtaching it cuz i givess me ideas of what i sahll put on my list of thingss i should do before i diee=)....so nywez my list is getting longer by the minuteee and i just cant waittt!! i had a hugee awakening TODAY....TRAVELLING DOES NOT MEAN SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!...ok i know that sounds freaking BLONDE-ASS!!!...but all this timeee i believedd that travelling without shopping is complete waste of timee..but i am happy to say that shopping is great and alll but itss not all there is to do...and should NOT i repeat Should not be top priority..and that just makes it great for mee cuz i dun hvae to save as much as i tot i would for 1 TRIp on me ownsss!!!....so yay me to realise this huge epiphany cuz i am QUEEN of obsessive-compulsive shopping and yeahh....soooo BooYAH to all u Retail-storess that look all shiny and prettyy cuz ur not gonna suck meeee in!!!,,,,cuz itss way better to anjoy the sightss,peoplee andd adventuress instead off shop-hopping!!..i mean yeah itss fun but realllyy it last for that momenttt...hehehe

HI,im vanessa and no longer a shopoholic!!
CLaP*CLAP*

UNite the difference- theme for this yearss youth feast =)

i had FOP from thurs till saturday..it was soo much fun...i love love all the praise and worship session!!!...gosh gosh..i REaolllyy miss thosee..i kinda lost my voice cuz i kept singing at the top of my lungsss and jumping aroundd...welll it was prettyy cooll...al and chris were with me and it made it like a million timess more better..=)...im smiling like a retard now..ahahah...i was in this group called FEAR...so we had to make up our own chantt..it was soo cacat!!....cuz i asked them to use thee song from BRING IT ON...ahhaha...it was likeeeeeeeeeeeeeee thisss -

I SAID FEAR.clap*clap*,,is there fear in here * there mst be some fear in the atmosphere..oweoweowowe FEAR FEAr FEAR!!,,,BOOM!!

it was soo funnyyyyy!!!..we kept on laughinggg like nutsoosss but on the final day we WON bestt chant so yay!!..on the 2nd day we had treasure hunt and it was damnn cOOLLl....like we had to run from seria church till st.angeles then to st.michealss then back to church then back to st.angeles then back to church then had to walk alll the way to seria townn!!! and back to church..i was like running the wholee..ok yeah this thingy was like at 1PM in the afternoon..my group started calling me WILD HORSE cuz i kwpt running evrywhere and shoutinggg..i was just soo pumpedd!!!..but in the end our team got LAST!!..ahahah...still fun tho!!!...oh yeah then we ate yummy pop-siclesss....Oh yeah and this gurl i just met diana..she like fainted half-way during the race cuz it was just too hot and she couldn reallyyy take itt...but she triedd her bestt..sooo YAY her...
then on the 3rd dayy!!!!!!..we had this lil sports day thing..where like we had touch rugby,soccer then basketball...suppose to have water balloon fight but it was alredi tooo latee..=(...anywayss i played touch rugby itss suppose to be a less agrressive version of american football..but sTILL I GOT INJURED..this girll kneedd me and i fell flat on the gorund and almost hit the treee AND this guy actuallyy rammed me over that i fell on the concrete floorrrr!!!..haiyah....so im kinda injureddd(VEENAH see how much i love you )..ahahahhaa......we were against al's team when i feell on the concrete floor..so al was like there to help meeee =)....alalalala...cute!smiless..
then next up was footballl!!!..damn i was like open sooo many timess but my team mate didnt see me so like we won first roundd but lost in semi's...ashhahaha.and yeah i got injuredd playing football too...smashed into this guy and fell on the groundd....ahaahha....fun tho=)...aahahah
oh yeah on the last day..we were playing this game...where itss like we're all sitting in a circle and one person had to choose someone to make them smile...itss like..the person had to go up to someone and SAY "if u love me plz smile for me"...and the person would have to try reallyy hard to not laugh or smile and with a straight face say "i love you but i cant smile for you"...oh my GOSHH!!!,,,that was sooooooo funnnyyyy!!!..we wre laughing like crazy...and thiss guy chose mee and i couldn help myselff like i keep a staright face but when i was gonna say..i lvoe you but i cant smile for youu i just laughed like hell..so we had to like DAncee...ahaha...then i chose aL!!!...i just said if u love me ul smile for mee so he tried to resist for like 3secondss by not looking at me...ahahahha...but then he cavedd!!...aahaha..adn we also joined this dancee called the unity dancee..and we only had 30minutess of practisee...ahahaha...so you can imagine how al chris and i were!!...i acutalllyy ran out of the dancee cuz i forgot that i wasnt suppose to run out yet!!..soo when i ran...i kindaa crashed into this other girl and when i turned i was like HUH???...taht was soo funnyy!!..al and chris couldnt catch with the dance so they were like just standing there!!!!!!....ahahahahah/...sSSOO FARNYY!!!!!....having a tummyy ache laughing my ass offf...but itss cool..cuz no one laughedd at us...cuz we are all brothers and sisterss in christ!!!....ahahaha...eventho it was soo funnyy..

hrmm hrmm....wel the whole FOP was sooo fun..im soo glad i joined it cuz i kinda resolved alot of what ive beenn dealing with esp with my faith and all..and we had this pray over which reallyy helpedd.i mean ive been carrying this burden for soo long and ive nver truly dealt with it..but now after that sharing..i feell as if its beenn totallyy lifted off my shoulderss and i can start to heal...the whole FOP was abt trying to deal with obstacless in our life and trying to point it out now instead of 30yrss from now..obstacles which retard us from bring happy..the priest was telling us abt how small small habitss created now cud affect uss in a larger scale as we grow older...EVRYone one has obstacles and evryone has their pain but we can never truly grow unless we face up to them and learn to deal with them...even if itss just one obstacle we break...then little by little we wouldn have to soo afraid anymoree...we just hvae to let go and hope for the best instead of constantly being afraidd,,,..
i love the FOP....i mean it was way better than the last onee =)...
ohyeah this guy Bob he composed the song for this yearss FOP and i felt it was sooo coooll..i mean he actuallyy composed the songg...
diving divee** diving dive **...hehehe.....

i hate thissssss !!!..blooddy he-lll im freaking piisSEEEddddddd and im F-ING PISSEDDDd offff..hellp meeee =(...im sick of the emotional rollerr coasterrrrrrrr...im sssOOO PISSEddddddd......hrm hrmm..should i stay or should i leave......are u lying 2 mee??..when will i knoww??..what should i doo...

hrm..i guess i do hvae trustt issues...

great.

i dun really care abt what paris hilton is up to..pfhh...

this reallyy sucksss..i misssss VEenah charm and anna-banana..=(..i keepp goin back to the last nite vee-tash was here..where we were sitting on the road looking at the starsss andd catching it with our handdss cuz annalene said thatss how it'd work...and toking for hourssss on my balconyy until vee=tash had to freak herself out..when we heard wierd soundss aroundd us =)....we made this videoo when we were at the beach itss SOOO funnyy..i wanna cry when i watcheddd itt....damnn n i missss MY BEST FRIENDSS TOOo =(.....vee-tashhh walk to myy house nowww!!!!!

ike a ch..opps*

anyways so we ha da hugee FIGHTT!!!..like thingsss started flying out the window and i cantt belivee that person had the nerveee to break my roswelll cd ...and esp cuz u know how much it meantt tOO MEe..it reallyy did hurtt..by that time i just couldn take it anymore so i just walked outtt of that F-ing placee and NEVER lookedd back....it started prettyy stupidly i mean i didnt even mean to say all the crap that i did...what can i SAYY??...if ur mind if just too frEAking narroWWWW!!!!..gosh let me live my own life and make my own mistakess..i mean i wont be knocking on ur dooorr if i needd help ANYWAYss....NO i dun tink so... hey im sorryy i broke urr cell phone not my fault it was the first thingggg my handss were able to grab..i mean how am i suppose to know it'll breeak into halff after it hitss the wall rite?... anyways THE WORSE THING ABOUT ITT!!!!!!!.....i woke up..and realised it was a dream=)...ahahahah....

anywyassss...my grandma had an appendix operation..damn i felt so sad over it...i mean CRAPP!!!!..the weird thing isss i took care of her with my other cuz meraaa this morning..and i was constantl;y observing the doctorsss..and wondering how goodd of a job their doiin...sumtimesss when i tink abt my grandmaaa a sense of nostalgia comess to mind cuz i rememberrr when i was kid when she'll take care of meee and i stilll have a sense of warmth having her scentt arouindd..cuzz shess alwayss beenn a very huggablee grandma=)

time fliess and its freaking annoying the heck out of meee....being an idealist that i am..itss been hard for me to cope with changeee but theress alwaysss a positivee side of thingsss..and thatsss what keeppss me sanee...ppl usuallyy say that idealist is just another term for naive.i dun know how true the meaning coincides in the dictionary but i dun think it relatess to me...i guesss i jus dun want to hav the tendency to look for the worse in thingsss and never reallyy appreciating the momentss that are right there,,,...why add drama to urr alredi drama driven lives?......i know i do get hurtt esp with all my idealistic expectationss out of ppplll....but that doesnttt seemm to bother me that much...i guess..uh i hopee!!..hehe..all im saying is that....a situation that is alredi badd shhouldnt be madeee into AN even bigger problemmm by addingg unwantedd drama...


anywaysss...
if today is all we have,then il spendd evry moment like its our last