Saturday, April 08, 2006
SWISHSWASHHH SLAMM BOOSHH WHACKK PLING BANGg!!!!..lalala..that was me on wednesday just sitting down humming lalala...
hey lookk its me blogginggg =).....im just too freeee rite should be startinggg on my assignmentsss but yeah couldn be botheredd rite noww...am just sooo "SATURATED" as mr.ped would put itt....haizzz....well anhywezzz it has beenn an inTERESTING few daysss...itss like a whirlwindd of Psycho-nesss happeningg..ooo oohhh....i hvae the perfect example....itss like last month i went to KL and met veenah(ok wait thats another um..um il just finish this one first)....i mett brian and chris and some other dudeee whom i forgot his namee..at the theme park in time square where brian forced meee to go on the roller coaster...i was soo SCARED cuz it was the first time ive beenn on it..i know itss sooo sad..but im soo terrified of them thingysss...esp cuz i watched final destination a weekk before leaving to KL...so it made it worse..so anywezz i was sitting in the ride...and i COULD not breathee...and brian toldd me " NESsss just scream as much as u want cuz if u nottt ul get a huge ass headache and i was HOKEI".....ok literalllyyy when the ride startedddd i alreday starteddd screamingg...ahahha it was SSSOOOOO SCARYYY LIKE IM NOT KIDDINGG!!!.....i screameddd from start to finish esp when it goess up to the highest pointt slowlyy and itt goes to maximum speed after that and goess to that twirly thingyy!!!!.......i screamed like a BEEyatchhh...ahahahah...my sis and her bf saidd i stole the excitement from the ride cuz all they heard was my screamingggg as if i was givinggg birth!!!!!!...i felt like crying laughingg anddddd dying at the same timee...and brian was next to me i keptt hitting and punching him...and like he kept asking me "neess are u ok???"".cuz he tot i was cryingg...ahhahaha..but he laughed soo much at me that tearsss were rollinggg down thiss facee..it was soo retardedd..he was laughing but comforting me at the same timee!!!...ahahahaha....hess soo spaSTicc....
OK...back to my initial storyy...well yeah basicallyy thats how i feeelll abt the past few daysss cuz i was offered this scholarship to the UK for alevels and im just soo stressed out cuz i dunno what i wan to do with my lifeeeeee and i tot i wanted to do medicine but thingss chnagee...and nowwwwww....after collectinggg soo much informationnnn i tink i mitee apply for itt and see if i get ittt.....ive bveenn cryingg soo much itss SCARYYy..i guess its cuz i tot with alevelss i get 2yearsss to tink abt what iw ant in lifeeeee...and all of a sudden thisss thingy cumss up that im lie..gosh im 17 and i have to mka this decision right now..damn thatsss soo overwhelming i guess millions of ppl go thru thiss but i guess when it happens to you...u feel so lost and just wonderingg if the road u tink u want nowwww will still make happyy??.....AHHh..itss so scary but i relaised once i make a decision il hvae to stand by it andd be mature abt itt..hrmm...what a SCARY thouight not being ablee to blame anyone elseee...ahahahah....welll i guess thats what being mature meanss huh....evryone saysss take ittt cuz this type of thingg doesnt happen to just anyoneee...i wish it was that simple cuz if i go il be gone for 7yearssss....leaving home seemmsss sooo frighteninggg...i mean we all have choices in lifeeee and some of them small EXAMPLE= what should i hvae for breakfast today?....and big oness likeee THISS!!!....ehhehe...i just dun wanna regret on my decisionsss...i just hopee GOD has his plan for mee and that in the end whether or not i regret thiss....il just have to remember that what i do in life as a profession does not define who i am...welll i guess now il hvae tooo apply to tell them im interested and see how the interview goesss..whether or not they'll let me goo..crappp i really wanna do this noww.....cuz i get to do what i wantt!!..i just hope i dun get disappointed,,,
thiss blog is soo random...heheh..but thru this experince i realiseee i hvae the support of evryone and thank u nsoo much for that =)...u know who u aree...my family has beenn so amazing love themm soo muchhh...for being a great support sytemmmmm and ma freindss..annaleNEE u know ur my BEbehhh and veeNAHHHHH thanks for calling me all the way from KL..it meant soo much to meee(u GIRLS ARE SO retardedd i gues thats why we are soo compatible and u know me the mostt like of course u dOOO and il alwez be grateful for our friendship and hope u feell the same way +)...and my ALAstair whom i love LIKEE sooo muchhhhh(wish we could alwez be 2gedaa and like we alwezz say...3yearsss seemms like 3monthss and theres just so much more to learn and lovee from each otherr =)....alalalal....muahzmuahzz
hey lookk its me blogginggg =).....im just too freeee rite should be startinggg on my assignmentsss but yeah couldn be botheredd rite noww...am just sooo "SATURATED" as mr.ped would put itt....haizzz....well anhywezzz it has beenn an inTERESTING few daysss...itss like a whirlwindd of Psycho-nesss happeningg..ooo oohhh....i hvae the perfect example....itss like last month i went to KL and met veenah(ok wait thats another um..um il just finish this one first)....i mett brian and chris and some other dudeee whom i forgot his namee..at the theme park in time square where brian forced meee to go on the roller coaster...i was soo SCARED cuz it was the first time ive beenn on it..i know itss sooo sad..but im soo terrified of them thingysss...esp cuz i watched final destination a weekk before leaving to KL...so it made it worse..so anywezz i was sitting in the ride...and i COULD not breathee...and brian toldd me " NESsss just scream as much as u want cuz if u nottt ul get a huge ass headache and i was HOKEI".....ok literalllyyy when the ride startedddd i alreday starteddd screamingg...ahahha it was SSSOOOOO SCARYYY LIKE IM NOT KIDDINGG!!!.....i screameddd from start to finish esp when it goess up to the highest pointt slowlyy and itt goes to maximum speed after that and goess to that twirly thingyy!!!!.......i screamed like a BEEyatchhh...ahahahah...my sis and her bf saidd i stole the excitement from the ride cuz all they heard was my screamingggg as if i was givinggg birth!!!!!!...i felt like crying laughingg anddddd dying at the same timee...and brian was next to me i keptt hitting and punching him...and like he kept asking me "neess are u ok???"".cuz he tot i was cryingg...ahhahaha..but he laughed soo much at me that tearsss were rollinggg down thiss facee..it was soo retardedd..he was laughing but comforting me at the same timee!!!...ahahahaha....hess soo spaSTicc....
OK...back to my initial storyy...well yeah basicallyy thats how i feeelll abt the past few daysss cuz i was offered this scholarship to the UK for alevels and im just soo stressed out cuz i dunno what i wan to do with my lifeeeeee and i tot i wanted to do medicine but thingss chnagee...and nowwwwww....after collectinggg soo much informationnnn i tink i mitee apply for itt and see if i get ittt.....ive bveenn cryingg soo much itss SCARYYy..i guess its cuz i tot with alevelss i get 2yearsss to tink abt what iw ant in lifeeeee...and all of a sudden thisss thingy cumss up that im lie..gosh im 17 and i have to mka this decision right now..damn thatsss soo overwhelming i guess millions of ppl go thru thiss but i guess when it happens to you...u feel so lost and just wonderingg if the road u tink u want nowwww will still make happyy??.....AHHh..itss so scary but i relaised once i make a decision il hvae to stand by it andd be mature abt itt..hrmm...what a SCARY thouight not being ablee to blame anyone elseee...ahahahah....welll i guess thats what being mature meanss huh....evryone saysss take ittt cuz this type of thingg doesnt happen to just anyoneee...i wish it was that simple cuz if i go il be gone for 7yearssss....leaving home seemmsss sooo frighteninggg...i mean we all have choices in lifeeee and some of them small EXAMPLE= what should i hvae for breakfast today?....and big oness likeee THISS!!!....ehhehe...i just dun wanna regret on my decisionsss...i just hopee GOD has his plan for mee and that in the end whether or not i regret thiss....il just have to remember that what i do in life as a profession does not define who i am...welll i guess now il hvae tooo apply to tell them im interested and see how the interview goesss..whether or not they'll let me goo..crappp i really wanna do this noww.....cuz i get to do what i wantt!!..i just hope i dun get disappointed,,,
thiss blog is soo random...heheh..but thru this experince i realiseee i hvae the support of evryone and thank u nsoo much for that =)...u know who u aree...my family has beenn so amazing love themm soo muchhh...for being a great support sytemmmmm and ma freindss..annaleNEE u know ur my BEbehhh and veeNAHHHHH thanks for calling me all the way from KL..it meant soo much to meee(u GIRLS ARE SO retardedd i gues thats why we are soo compatible and u know me the mostt like of course u dOOO and il alwez be grateful for our friendship and hope u feell the same way +)...and my ALAstair whom i love LIKEE sooo muchhhhh(wish we could alwez be 2gedaa and like we alwezz say...3yearsss seemms like 3monthss and theres just so much more to learn and lovee from each otherr =)....alalalal....muahzmuahzz
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