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i love alll my cacat freindsss!!!!!!!!..well ive been having examss and itss kinda cacat..but then agen what isnt riteee............exams are gettinggg on me neRVesss......!!1..arghh..but im looking at the silver lining which is my holidayss..ahh.....ok back to realityy....well my SIster whom i lovee...got me a converse bAg..oh man she so cooll..:P..i feel so loved....cacatt.....welll im having english exam on tuesday....which is cooll...:P...laaterz rainiers having this party in panaga.....well welll....hrmmmph im so boredd...oh yeah i watched shark tale that day..oh my gosh that movie is soooo retarded and funnyy!!!...i dun really remember much abt it now..but all i know is that itss reallly REtarded cuz i kept ssaying that it was after the movieEe..ahhaha....welllllll..i just got back from churchhhh...and i have to go study laterss..cuz my mum is likeee YOU should go and sTudyy...sniff..sniff..YES MUm i know!!!!..yeeeshhh!!!..anywayss..........tomorrow a holiday.....no biggy....well i hvae nuthing else to wirte abt....
love loaDSzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!

Life what a word sumtimes it feels like its too small of a word to describe it..
Many things has happened..some good and some bad..but whatever it is..
Its changed U forever..
WE all want to be content but yet its so hard..
We are never alwez happy and sumtimes tears fall more than they should..
Happiness is what we came to the world to bring..but yet its blocked by so many things..
Experiences are all different but pain remains the same..
U have to keep moving forward and be strong for urself..
U must rely on urself and no one else.. and be ur greatest asset
Pain will alwez be there and will never end..
So there may be a million reasons why u cry but there are also a million reasons why u should smile..

IF u WANt…
People to belive in u.. YOU have to believe in urself..
To be happy ..U have to believe that u deserve it..
To be trusted..u have to first trust urself
To succeed..u have to stop making excuses..
Things to get better..u have to turn away from the negative
…to be LOVED u have to first love urself….

There are reasons why ur here/..so never believe that ur insignificant..
It is better to put ur heart out there and believe that u made the right choice
But hoping that u wont get hurt…even if u do..
Pick urself back up agen…
REGRET is the worst feeling..
But yet there are still so many emotions that leave deep-scars in our hearts..
Loss…
Liess…
Betrayal..
The list goes on..and just like us..there are reason why their there..
It strengthens us and allows us to challenge ourselves..
MANY tend to give up after they’ve been hurt..but dun let hurt conquer sumthing u haven’t experienced..
……Happiness and love…..i guess I’ve grown in many ways..thru experiences that has happened….and im still standing… becuz I decided to look at the brighter side even I tot there wasn’t one….

heyyyy...okiee.i turned sixteen on saturday!!!.my whole weekend was ust soooooo COOll...haha well i went up to bandar on friday with annalene charm veenah brother and parents..well first we went to kiulap and checked out all the weird looking clothes...ahha....well we went to the stuffed animal section where veenah dropped all the dolls and we were freaking out cuz it wouldnt stop dropping..haha..finalllyYY it kept itself in place..hehe..then we were readinG aLL the magazines...that took abt 15minutes...we were that Bored..cuz my mum was doing sum shopping....then charm bought a doughnut and veenah bought pisang goreng and i bought fishbAlls...hahaha....well later on we went to the the mall..and walked around like freako'ss.....i bought a really cute pink top and charm bought this other pink top..hehe...which she doesnt like anymore...haha..and veenah bought a reaLLy funny shirt that seys..no money NO honey!!...ahhah........we just kept walking aroundd..we wanted to watch a movie but didnt and we wanted to try the plastic skating ring thing..but didnt!!..ahhaha.....well we went to eat at fratini's which was cooll...ahaha...........wellllll alot alot alot of things happeennnEd..but im too lazy to typee...ahaha...anyways....wellllll...we got back aroind 8sumthingg....ermerm.............then saturday was my Sweet sixTeeenn.....ahaha...veenah called me at 12..awww shez so cooll!!...hahaha............man al got me convies and so did my brother so now i have 3 converse shoes..ahahah...soo cOOLlll..veenah annalene dil and charm gave me this reallllyy niceee...picture scrapboook thing...ahahahahah..sooo NICEE..i loVe u guyzz..ahah..oh yeah i went on a scavenger hunTT..that they planned for meEE..it was ssooooooo sweetttt,....ahah but i got wet cuz i was running around..hehe..i slept at 4am cuz annalene veenah and iwree talkinggg..abt sumthing..then i had to wake up at 8...to get ready for church....heheh....then i came back from church at 1230...annalene and veenah were still sleeping so i just slept as weell..before i knew..veenah was waking me up and saying DUDE itss 6pm..hahahahhaa....anywayss...it was just soo cooll..ahahahha..anyways gtg love loadssa

HIiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii..turning sixteen in 2days not Funnyy..its actuallyyyy kinda cooolll......haha...anyveysSSsssssssssssssssssss...i havent blogged for ageSSs......i dun have anything to say except that..al rockSSszzzzz!!!..with convieSSs....hahah....and dogeball is a reallYYYY funny movieee....love u dudes...annalene veenah and charm whatver u guyz are planning sure it will Rock to the maximum!!!!.////ajhahahaha

hey party ppl...just came back from bsrc cuz we had prize presentation for the jasra tournament well at least me and j got 1st-runner up and got a really nice crystal trophy..:)...so proud of ma-self:)...hehe....well i had a really fast morning..hehe..first had physics then english then break then amath aand then dmath.i had to go for the meeting with the chikas abt the whole live-wire project..i felt so embarassed cuz we were so unprepared so he kept bombarding me question i couldn't answer which seriously annoyed me..anyways we'll be having car-wash and breakfast sale tomorrow which will be coooll...but too badd baby cant go cuz he has this triathlon..hehe..GUD LUCK!!...goodness gracious me im turning sixteen in 2weeks+..im so freaked i know its just year older but it just freaks me out and i have no idea whatsoevr why i am..and then finals are cuming and its just not funny..i have to start getting serious but its so difficult..hehe..:)...anyveyz..nuthing exciting has happened..what im hoping is for millions for baby stars to gropu together and from a massive star in the sky..that will be sooooooo beautifulllllll..yeah thats what im hoping will happen....well i went all mad this morning and i dun know why...i think its cuz i didnt have enuf sleepp..hhahha..oh welllzz....gudnjte..sweetdreamss..love loads