weberocking

heellloo world....................have u ever felt as if ur just stuck in bloody Boxx..and evrytime u try to movee or try to save urself from suffocating..the boxx getss even more smalLLer...and ppl from the outsidee are trying to help tooo..but it feellss as if their the reason there's getting less air AND spacee...all ur thinking abt is how u should get out..but whats so good abt getting OUT!!!??......its as if ur getting Out but what uR realllyy doing is ur Trapping urself in ANOTHER box...i dun know what the F-im saying...all i know is that things are changingg and im soo SICKKKK of saying that they are...blooodyy helll...!!!...is it just me?E?....cuz it feells as iff..evryone doesnt seemm to care or could actuallly be bothered with it......i hate alll of thisss.........my mind wanderss on how it could be soooo much easier just to end alll itbtht is not the case for toDay...i guesss im just hurting my ownnn selff..but holding on to memoriess and how i would like thingss to bEE......i mean wwhy am i putting myself thru thisss...NO poiNTT!! whatsoeVER!!!!..why do i do it??...no FREAking IDEA!!!!....im alwez hoiping sumonee could just ssweepp me off my fEEtt and just ssave me..but really i have to save mYselff cuz no one underSTandss even ppLL that i tot couldd...but who realllyy gives abt tht anymoree...over and done with...i just remembered shouldnt be naive anymoree....i hate myselFFFf....for alwez going aroundd acting everYthingg PERFECt just like RAinbowss....when i know that itss nott...mannnn!!!.....shit just keepss cuming doesnt itt..........
sick Of hoping
sick of Hurting
sick of crrying
sick of hating...................
sick of wanting the pasTtt....
whatver...