weberocking

im in panaga right now feeling extremely bored and lonelyy!!..crap so tot id blogg..ahhaa

well been just trying to pass dayss..oh yeah i went for masss last sunday..i wass soo happyy when i came out its like for the first time in a long time i felt completely comfortable and immersed in evrythingg..it felt reallyy gooodd to just accept past mistakes and just allow myself to say the past is the past and itss time to move forward from evrything....i mean it wasnt all badd...i guess thats been my motto recently...just cuz if feell sum things are slipping off my fingers and i cant control any of it or maybee im just too afraid..i guess i just dun know what to do anymore im wtaching sumthingg that i loveee so dearly slip away and im just too afraid to wanna save itt..i know its stupid but what am i suppose to do put myself in another vulnerable position...i wish i could turn back timee and just erase sum moments but i cantt...no one will truly understand what im going thru..sumtimes i say to myself i wish u were still here to love me but then i see u slipping away from me...i guess thatss da hardest part cuz even now looking at you seemss so hardd and trying to put on a brave face is even harder..i know im seriously tip-toeing over evrythingg cuz if not i may realise that i still love you and that will be harder than anything ive been thru cuz i see that ur not there anymore.



this is her telling her side*