Friday, September 29, 2006
i had a higher education nite last nite at skul and they were talking abt uni
personal statements and evrything just got me all nervous and i went to the talk given by mr.fricker about oxbridge and gosh all the skuls in cambridge
lookss soo prettty..hrmm hrmmm..mr.fricker is just the nicest man he brought cathrin and i to a catholic church cus i was lookin for one just to see
how it was..hes just reallly nicee!!..anyways im just going to an evangelical
church which is alsoo realllyy goodd...basicalllyy all churches are the same if its abt being a good person and loving GOD its all the same...
anyways i went for a talk just now and this gurl gave a presentation on philosophy and she was talking abt this philosopher that sed sumthing likee....all humanss were born free but held down by chainss and howw in reality all our moralss and valuess are the essence of the human self ..it wass reallly inresting and thought provoking i cant explain what she said exactly but all i know it was realllyy interestingg...hrmm hrmm..i called brian just now for awhile just cuz i felt like toking to that retard..i have no idea what we were talking about but we just kept on laughing and he sed he was gonna call me so he better call me...
to actuallly get into cambridge u need get 4 A gradess and im like wow!!..i wanna get into cambridge but i have to work my ass s off anywayss its reallly great to have dreamss but itss another to put it into action..so yeah i mite learn spanish!!...im completellyy bored right now cuz im just in cathrinss room and bloggingg..i should get startedd on work..i dun have much to do actuallly..hehehe......we´re just getting fat eating christmas cakes and jellly beanss...i have two weekss more then it´ll be my midterm break and il be going to brunei hall and Pariss!!..i fnallllyy get to seee the eiffel tower and im gonna go to paris disneylandd!!!...ahahha..how cutee is thatt!!...ahahaha on my 18th birthdayy!!!!...damn il be turning 18 soon and this feellss damn weirdd cuss i feeell sooo old nowww!!!
sumtimes i just get in this reallly bitchhyy mooodd where like i cannot be bothered to talk to anyone and just want evryone to shutt up cuss im just in my own world and just realllyy depressedd!!.....i just wannaa be happpyy and i sayy it like itss sumthing easy to achieve!!..when evryone on earth is ultimately seeking that fulfillment and tthat one thing willl fill that void in thier livess i wonder what it would be like if we had all the answerss we needed and evrthing that we wanted_??i wonder what lifee would be like...if there were no more tearss,sadness,anger,envy and all those thingss..i misss brunei and i miss homee.....hrmm hrmm..i keeeppp dreaming about being back home that soundss abit crazyy but itss like my spirit driftss back to brunei when i go to sleeepp and i actuallyy dream about being home and acting as if i never even left and even now its beenn a month that im here that it takes me by surprise when i have a wave of memoriess passin thru my mindd that i just feel liek..itss sumthing soo real but so far from my reach..im not making sensee to manyy but to few and myslef i feell that i am making sensee...sumtimes i just wish i didnt leave brunei with so manyy thingss unsettledd.....
personal statements and evrything just got me all nervous and i went to the talk given by mr.fricker about oxbridge and gosh all the skuls in cambridge
lookss soo prettty..hrmm hrmmm..mr.fricker is just the nicest man he brought cathrin and i to a catholic church cus i was lookin for one just to see
how it was..hes just reallly nicee!!..anyways im just going to an evangelical
church which is alsoo realllyy goodd...basicalllyy all churches are the same if its abt being a good person and loving GOD its all the same...
anyways i went for a talk just now and this gurl gave a presentation on philosophy and she was talking abt this philosopher that sed sumthing likee....all humanss were born free but held down by chainss and howw in reality all our moralss and valuess are the essence of the human self ..it wass reallly inresting and thought provoking i cant explain what she said exactly but all i know it was realllyy interestingg...hrmm hrmm..i called brian just now for awhile just cuz i felt like toking to that retard..i have no idea what we were talking about but we just kept on laughing and he sed he was gonna call me so he better call me...
to actuallly get into cambridge u need get 4 A gradess and im like wow!!..i wanna get into cambridge but i have to work my ass s off anywayss its reallly great to have dreamss but itss another to put it into action..so yeah i mite learn spanish!!...im completellyy bored right now cuz im just in cathrinss room and bloggingg..i should get startedd on work..i dun have much to do actuallly..hehehe......we´re just getting fat eating christmas cakes and jellly beanss...i have two weekss more then it´ll be my midterm break and il be going to brunei hall and Pariss!!..i fnallllyy get to seee the eiffel tower and im gonna go to paris disneylandd!!!...ahahha..how cutee is thatt!!...ahahaha on my 18th birthdayy!!!!...damn il be turning 18 soon and this feellss damn weirdd cuss i feeell sooo old nowww!!!
sumtimes i just get in this reallly bitchhyy mooodd where like i cannot be bothered to talk to anyone and just want evryone to shutt up cuss im just in my own world and just realllyy depressedd!!.....i just wannaa be happpyy and i sayy it like itss sumthing easy to achieve!!..when evryone on earth is ultimately seeking that fulfillment and tthat one thing willl fill that void in thier livess i wonder what it would be like if we had all the answerss we needed and evrthing that we wanted_??i wonder what lifee would be like...if there were no more tearss,sadness,anger,envy and all those thingss..i misss brunei and i miss homee.....hrmm hrmm..i keeeppp dreaming about being back home that soundss abit crazyy but itss like my spirit driftss back to brunei when i go to sleeepp and i actuallyy dream about being home and acting as if i never even left and even now its beenn a month that im here that it takes me by surprise when i have a wave of memoriess passin thru my mindd that i just feel liek..itss sumthing soo real but so far from my reach..im not making sensee to manyy but to few and myslef i feell that i am making sensee...sumtimes i just wish i didnt leave brunei with so manyy thingss unsettledd.....
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